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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! Shishi-kun14/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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somtimes..

Sat Aug 22, 2009, 12:05 PM
  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Eating: crackers -munch munch-
I wonder how I would draw 5-10 years from now :l

No, seriously. I'm only 14 right now (going to be 15 in January) and I think my art looks horrible D: (I'm so pessimistic..) but I always like to improve.

Lately, I haven't been drawing much but I hope to continue practicing. But, since sophomore year is coming.. AP and Honors classes will take over my life, BUT, I will continue to practice! (between ever freakin` break that I get :< )

School's going to start in 2 days. I've been getting on and off depression (maybe I'm just being bipolar :D) and I get bad mood swings. My monthly (girls, you should know) is over and I feel angry at every little thing (uh-oh, my anger management is coming up too o__o;; ) and I've been trying to show that I'm a happy, cheerful person. I think that sometimes it feels better to laugh and pretend to be that retarded girl who yells a lot around my friends then to be crying. It feels better.. Crying goes no where.

One time, I had a conversation with a friend who hasn't really been there for us. I said to her, "I think everyone hates me :)" [yes, with the smile, and I was just trying to test her, she hasn't been a friend at all this year] and she replied in her stupid snobby manner, "If everyone hates you why are you smiling?" and I thought about why I did it.

I do it because I'd rather everyone see me as a happy person then that stupid depressed split personality I have. But no, I know that my friends don't hate me so that makes ME feel happy, so I'll continue to store away my depressed personality for the happy, bubbly one I have now.

Sorry for the rant :< needed to let out some steam. (inteaded to be a pun considering I'm sweating in this heat. Seriously.)

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:icondoinkingtime:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING, SHI-SHIII! :<

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:iconshishi-kun:
Happy thanksgiving!! :heart: :>

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:icondoinkingtime:
:heart: :> Turkey Day~ Gobblegobb.

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Jesus freaks; it's us against the world.

:noes: FOR SPARTA!

♠ Yeah, yeah, the Ace of Spades is my favourite card, ‘cause I could never quite be the Queen of Hearts. (-Cheshire)
:iconairjar:
Hello:wave:
Thank you so much for the fav!
You've a nice gallery:love:
:iconshishi-kun:
Thank you too! (for watching me)
Your gallery is really cute :3

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Thanks for the +fav :)~!

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:iconshishi-kun:
no problem! :)

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SHINee, one year of fame, one year of dedication, on year of love.
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:iconshishi-kun:
Hi Alex!! LOL.

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FOREVER ALWAYS 052508 - 052509
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